I’m losing everyone

Everyone I care about seems to be slipping away from me, replacing me with other people, gradually losing contact. It’s not like I didn’t think this would happen. I just didn’t think it would happen so bloody soon. 

On the one side, there’s the ex. I’ve been close with her for ages, still talking almost every day. Even when she was dating after we broke up. Now she’s crushing on a different person and we’ve not spoken in over a week. Admittedly that’s my fault as I cut her off simply to get my uni work done. Now we won’t be talking for yet another week + 2 days because apparently she’s got no laptop. 

Then there’s one of my closest friends, finding other guys to take up her time all over the place. She’s not one of those sleep with every guy types, I do mean literally just taking up her time. And then finally one of my friends is trying to get it on with one of my other friends.

I may be home but I’ve never felt so lonely.


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